We went to the restaurant, you ordered, I didn't order any food. You ask me what i want, I said i will take other food. You took the food, I sit down, you went off, just went off. I have no idea what happened. Ask you to eat there, you refused and just went off.
What is in my mind? Go and fuck yourself!
--end--
Tuesday, May 29, 2012
Saturday, April 21, 2012
Overnight
I can overnight in her place, but she can't, no even my place.
What I am thinking? Confuse, curious, sad.
Let see how long i can go along with this situation.
What I am thinking? Confuse, curious, sad.
Let see how long i can go along with this situation.
Friday, April 6, 2012
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
She says...he says...
Said don't wanna go home straight after work, yet you can't leave your home...
Meet, sleep, rushing to go home...
wondering how far we can go with this...
Thursday, June 9, 2011
It is the time...
When the same thing happened few times, you should know what is coming next.
Today, i made a decision which i knew it will come someday. It is so hard to do it, but sometimes you just had to face the reality.
For me, I am with someone which the situation is no difference with single. I eat alone, meet friends alone, sleep alone, face the failures alone, happy alone and sad alone. Once in a while, the happiness will come but far less than enough.
Every time, you said you had difficulties to make the situation better but then i had heard it for about 2 and a half years. I try to understand but too bad i am not Jesus or Buddha who full with forgiveness and kindness. Since you are not gonna fix it, then i shall end it.
I had trusted you and believe in you, but you had let my hope fade away slowly within these 2 and a half year. It seems like you are the one who has problems instead of me have some problems within myself too.
I am sorry to say, yes, i am selfish...
Today, i made a decision which i knew it will come someday. It is so hard to do it, but sometimes you just had to face the reality.
For me, I am with someone which the situation is no difference with single. I eat alone, meet friends alone, sleep alone, face the failures alone, happy alone and sad alone. Once in a while, the happiness will come but far less than enough.
Every time, you said you had difficulties to make the situation better but then i had heard it for about 2 and a half years. I try to understand but too bad i am not Jesus or Buddha who full with forgiveness and kindness. Since you are not gonna fix it, then i shall end it.
I had trusted you and believe in you, but you had let my hope fade away slowly within these 2 and a half year. It seems like you are the one who has problems instead of me have some problems within myself too.
I am sorry to say, yes, i am selfish...
Thursday, March 24, 2011
Just like you said, it should be...
Pay a visit to one of my friends house, which i had contributed for its cleanness, cozy and warm, make me feels like not going back my home.
After a short intro, we come to our topic, beer. Each person with a Tiger beer, chit chat with each other.
Suddenly a thought strike into my head, how long this situation can be last? Same time in next year, we might separated with everyone in different places, not having free time for chit chat session, social limitation or relationship limitation.
Plus the chatting is about past time, it stir my mind worse. Everyone is searching for each goals and directions but so far how many people had found it happily?
When it comes to relationship, i drop into deep thought again. Am i in a relationship? most of the time i am alone, what is the differences with single based on my current situation? it's been 2 years, kinda wondering is there anything which can help to continue on this road.
I had try to not think about it when comes to relationship, just let it be and I'll be fine. But the outcome is another way round. I like free and easy and yes, i am, but you are not. This make a different among us. You said you had a good time with me, but is it my good time also?Nope, i don't think so.
Just wanna say, i am kinda bored. When you think everything is comfortable and fine, actually it is not.
After a short intro, we come to our topic, beer. Each person with a Tiger beer, chit chat with each other.
Suddenly a thought strike into my head, how long this situation can be last? Same time in next year, we might separated with everyone in different places, not having free time for chit chat session, social limitation or relationship limitation.
Plus the chatting is about past time, it stir my mind worse. Everyone is searching for each goals and directions but so far how many people had found it happily?
When it comes to relationship, i drop into deep thought again. Am i in a relationship? most of the time i am alone, what is the differences with single based on my current situation? it's been 2 years, kinda wondering is there anything which can help to continue on this road.
I had try to not think about it when comes to relationship, just let it be and I'll be fine. But the outcome is another way round. I like free and easy and yes, i am, but you are not. This make a different among us. You said you had a good time with me, but is it my good time also?Nope, i don't think so.
Just wanna say, i am kinda bored. When you think everything is comfortable and fine, actually it is not.
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