Monday, October 29, 2012

What will happen IF

What will happen if 1 person is moving faster another person?

What will happen if 1 person has a lot of things to said but another person has no idea about it?

What will happen if 1 person told himself that she is just innocent, yet he is not satisfy with what is she doing?

What will happen if 1 person is really really tired and can't continue the journey with another person?

What will happen if 1 person love another person but meet at the wrong timing?

What will happen if 1 person told himself that obstacle is the pinch of salt for the relationship, but yet tired if keep on happening?

What will happen if 1 person is unreasonable and another person is too reasonable?

Tired & Speechless....

Tuesday, May 29, 2012

Go and fuck yourself

We went to the restaurant, you ordered, I didn't order any food. You ask me what i want, I said i will take other food. You took the food, I sit down, you went off, just went off. I have no idea what happened. Ask you to eat there, you refused and just went off.

What is in my mind? Go and fuck yourself!


Saturday, April 21, 2012


I can overnight in her place, but she can't, no even my place.

What I am thinking? Confuse, curious, sad.

Let see how long i can go along with this situation.

Friday, April 6, 2012

my head

same question again...

Am I single or attached?


Wednesday, April 4, 2012

She says...he says...

Said don't wanna go home straight after work, yet you can't leave your home...

Meet, sleep, rushing to go home...

wondering how far we can go with this...

Not sure who to be blamed...


Thursday, June 9, 2011

It is the time...

When the same thing happened few times, you should know what is coming next.

Today, i made a decision which i knew it will come someday. It is so hard to do it, but sometimes you just had to face the reality.

For me, I am with someone which the situation is no difference with single. I eat alone, meet friends alone, sleep alone, face the failures alone, happy alone and sad alone. Once in a while, the happiness will come but far less than enough.

Every time, you said you had difficulties to make the situation better but then i had heard it for about 2 and a half years. I try to understand but too bad i am not Jesus or Buddha who full with forgiveness and kindness. Since you are not gonna fix it, then i shall end it.

I had trusted you and believe in you, but you had let my hope fade away slowly within these 2 and a half year. It seems like you are the one who has problems instead of me have some problems within myself too.

I am sorry to say, yes, i am selfish...