Thursday, March 24, 2011

Just like you said, it should be...

Pay a visit to one of my friends house, which i had contributed for its cleanness, cozy and warm, make me feels like not going back my home.

After a short intro, we come to our topic, beer. Each person with a Tiger beer, chit chat with each other.

Suddenly a thought strike into my head, how long this situation can be last? Same time in next year, we might separated with everyone in different places, not having free time for chit chat session, social limitation or relationship limitation.

Plus the chatting is about past time, it stir my mind worse. Everyone is searching for each goals and directions but so far how many people had found it happily?

When it comes to relationship, i drop into deep thought again. Am i in a relationship? most of the time i am alone, what is the differences with single based on my current situation? it's been 2 years, kinda wondering is there anything which can help to continue on this road.

I had try to not think about it when comes to relationship, just let it be and I'll be fine. But the outcome is another way round. I like free and easy and yes, i am, but you are not. This make a different among us. You said you had a good time with me, but is it my good time also?Nope, i don't think so.

Just wanna say, i am kinda bored. When you think everything is comfortable and fine, actually it is not.