When the same thing happened few times, you should know what is coming next.
Today, i made a decision which i knew it will come someday. It is so hard to do it, but sometimes you just had to face the reality.
For me, I am with someone which the situation is no difference with single. I eat alone, meet friends alone, sleep alone, face the failures alone, happy alone and sad alone. Once in a while, the happiness will come but far less than enough.
Every time, you said you had difficulties to make the situation better but then i had heard it for about 2 and a half years. I try to understand but too bad i am not Jesus or Buddha who full with forgiveness and kindness. Since you are not gonna fix it, then i shall end it.
I had trusted you and believe in you, but you had let my hope fade away slowly within these 2 and a half year. It seems like you are the one who has problems instead of me have some problems within myself too.
I am sorry to say, yes, i am selfish...
Thursday, June 9, 2011
Thursday, March 24, 2011
Just like you said, it should be...
Pay a visit to one of my friends house, which i had contributed for its cleanness, cozy and warm, make me feels like not going back my home.
After a short intro, we come to our topic, beer. Each person with a Tiger beer, chit chat with each other.
Suddenly a thought strike into my head, how long this situation can be last? Same time in next year, we might separated with everyone in different places, not having free time for chit chat session, social limitation or relationship limitation.
Plus the chatting is about past time, it stir my mind worse. Everyone is searching for each goals and directions but so far how many people had found it happily?
When it comes to relationship, i drop into deep thought again. Am i in a relationship? most of the time i am alone, what is the differences with single based on my current situation? it's been 2 years, kinda wondering is there anything which can help to continue on this road.
I had try to not think about it when comes to relationship, just let it be and I'll be fine. But the outcome is another way round. I like free and easy and yes, i am, but you are not. This make a different among us. You said you had a good time with me, but is it my good time also?Nope, i don't think so.
Just wanna say, i am kinda bored. When you think everything is comfortable and fine, actually it is not.
After a short intro, we come to our topic, beer. Each person with a Tiger beer, chit chat with each other.
Suddenly a thought strike into my head, how long this situation can be last? Same time in next year, we might separated with everyone in different places, not having free time for chit chat session, social limitation or relationship limitation.
Plus the chatting is about past time, it stir my mind worse. Everyone is searching for each goals and directions but so far how many people had found it happily?
When it comes to relationship, i drop into deep thought again. Am i in a relationship? most of the time i am alone, what is the differences with single based on my current situation? it's been 2 years, kinda wondering is there anything which can help to continue on this road.
I had try to not think about it when comes to relationship, just let it be and I'll be fine. But the outcome is another way round. I like free and easy and yes, i am, but you are not. This make a different among us. You said you had a good time with me, but is it my good time also?Nope, i don't think so.
Just wanna say, i am kinda bored. When you think everything is comfortable and fine, actually it is not.
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
To a New World
Ha...after 3 years, i re-activate my blog again.
This time my blog will be a little bit different as previous blog was written with the identity of student, now i am a working profession, here start the journey of my transformation from student to a working profession.
Sorry to my friends who read my first 2 blogs and found that i am quit this blog world suddenly, just that within past 3 years, i haven't realize the fun of blogging and i am quite enjoying to communicate verbally (that is why my nickname is "Bopet").
It's been a lots of drinking,smoking,playing and lepak-ing around last 3 years as i am a student, with the speed of light, time had make my life changes from free and easy to routine, kinda miss that time.
While growing in terms of psychically, the commitment of my also growing, such as study loan, phone bill, another half and transportation. Each of them is like making my shoulder getting heavier.
But "Life is hard, so that we know we are surviving".
Welcome to the world, Bopet aka Troy aka Khai Yeat.
This time my blog will be a little bit different as previous blog was written with the identity of student, now i am a working profession, here start the journey of my transformation from student to a working profession.
Sorry to my friends who read my first 2 blogs and found that i am quit this blog world suddenly, just that within past 3 years, i haven't realize the fun of blogging and i am quite enjoying to communicate verbally (that is why my nickname is "Bopet").
It's been a lots of drinking,smoking,playing and lepak-ing around last 3 years as i am a student, with the speed of light, time had make my life changes from free and easy to routine, kinda miss that time.
While growing in terms of psychically, the commitment of my also growing, such as study loan, phone bill, another half and transportation. Each of them is like making my shoulder getting heavier.
But "Life is hard, so that we know we are surviving".
Welcome to the world, Bopet aka Troy aka Khai Yeat.
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