A dumb, boring starting..

I dunno what i wan to write this blog, 

this is not a blog, 

this is an introduction, 

it seems like everybody around me is start to write a blog, so i also follow the trend la...

There is another one semester to finish the advanced diploma, the feeling is complicated, 

the time had pass through too fast.

Sucks and good lecturers, nice and caring classmates had made all the time pass through faster than what i thought.

Always try to stand aside and look at the people around me, use my ideology to interpret them or use their own ideology to interpret them. This is what think before this year, I put myself as the middle of the world, after i try something new this year which is interpret myself with my own ideology and other people's ideology.

Conclusion, we are living in a movie world, every thing can be so dramatic, appear as a climax and end without knowing by anybody. 

Get yourself awake, drunk, paralyze, conscious, free, relax, nervous, helpless...

different situation cause some changes of a person, they might be learn something or maybe lost something.

Some people say that i had change, change to be more positive, but who know the scene behind this changes?

maybe i hit by a car and lost my own attitude?

maybe i slap by god and He ask me to be more like a human?

maybe i swim in the deep sea and suddenly a fish told me :"hey Bopet, can you dun be so sohai?"

Anything might be happen on me now unless quit smoking which is quite impossible for me now..

Quit smoking mean i lost my rely on life target...i think this is the reason why addictive stuffs appear in this world, when you feels like wanna run away from reality world, it gives you a moment of separation from your body and soul. Somebody say it even let you get close with the own god that stay in the heart of everybody.

That is all my starting la.. if disagree with me, go kill yourself la..

i said already what, this is MY starting..

Make Love No War.